2010

no, im not eager for 2010 as i am very nervous about it. I'm making that last days of 2009 last and fruitful so that i could remember them.

bunch of useless things agian. This journal may get pretty random and... just random.




right now my 2010 planner is filled with stuff that i want to do and finish at a certain time. but as i know myself i wont be able to do all of it.

for me 2010  is full of wishes. i wish that i could get over a lot of things, i wish that i wouldn't be disappointed by things that should be giving me happiness instead anymore, and i wish that my life im living now could just be simple. but i think i am just thinking too much. but im not sure with that.

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someone said i don't think over what other people are doing to me, and he says that even though those ppl generally don't care about me i still stick around and protect them. well i noticed that much earlier than he did, but i was happy that someone noticed. im not the loser to that, i may have been using those people just because.

cuz i never stuck to anything that would be time and energy wasting.

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2010
my parents are planing to go abroad because my mom's and my passport are going to expire and we haven't gone anywhere. if i please my parents enough i might go to one con in singpore (XDXDXD) or i may actually get a chance to visit japan >u<. well im looking for ward to that.


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2010
I wish i could fill my Gallery this year with decent artworks. as in decent enough to sell, well 30% of the reason was for money but the rest is to experience hanging in a booth for once. but i think im looking for ward to it a bit early, but even though i might not be selling my works i'd like to make more friends and hang out with them during cons..

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2010
This is the year i have to shut up a bit more

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i hope everyone will become happy next year, i hope everyone gets closer to their dreams a bit more.

-2010

I NEED TO FINISH ALL 2009 RELATED WORKS BEFORE 2010 COMES BUT I KNOW I'LL FAIL AT THAT BUT AT LEAST I TRIED. A FEW MORE DAYS AND WE SAY GOOD BYE TO 2009 AND SAY HELLO TO 2010.