no, im not eager for 2010 as i am very nervous about it. I'm making that last days of 2009 last and fruitful so that i could remember them.
bunch of useless things agian. This journal may get pretty random and... just random.
right now my 2010 planner is filled with stuff that i want to do and finish at a certain time. but as i know myself i wont be able to do all of it.
for me 2010 is full of wishes. i wish that i could get over a lot of things, i wish that i wouldn't be disappointed by things that should be giving me happiness instead anymore, and i wish that my life im living now could just be simple. but i think i am just thinking too much. but im not sure with that.
someone said i don't think over what other people are doing to me, and he says that even though those ppl generally don't care about me i still stick around and protect them. well i noticed that much earlier than he did, but i was happy that someone noticed. im not the loser to that, i may have been using those people just because.
cuz i never stuck to anything that would be time and energy wasting.
my parents are planing to go abroad because my mom's and my passport are going to expire and we haven't gone anywhere. if i please my parents enough i might go to one con in singpore (XDXDXD) or i may actually get a chance to visit japan >u<. well im looking for ward to that.
I wish i could fill my Gallery this year with decent artworks. as in decent enough to sell, well 30% of the reason was for money but the rest is to experience hanging in a booth for once. but i think im looking for ward to it a bit early, but even though i might not be selling my works i'd like to make more friends and hang out with them during cons..
This is the year i have to shut up a bit more
i hope everyone will become happy next year, i hope everyone gets closer to their dreams a bit more.
I NEED TO FINISH ALL 2009 RELATED WORKS BEFORE 2010 COMES BUT I KNOW I'LL FAIL AT THAT BUT AT LEAST I TRIED. A FEW MORE DAYS AND WE SAY GOOD BYE TO 2009 AND SAY HELLO TO 2010.