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Can I Complain?

Journal Entry: Thu Nov 19, 2009, 8:57 PM
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i don't really know if i can i don't want people I'm complaining off saying stuff to me like "why didn't you..." or "we are not doing that..."

well  no one does read my random journals so well i think it's ok?=...=

so ok back to the complaint

why does my friends treat me like JUST A NORMAL PERSON IN FACT THEY TREAT NORMAL PEOPLE MUCH BETTER THAN THEY DO TO ME > <

i want to find other people to be friends with at school but that seems impossible

yeah because all the people at school are stuck-up and shallow people

i'M NOT A FREAKING THING SO DON'T SAY BAD THINGS ABOUT ME LIKE I'M SOME KIND OF INANIMATE OBJECT THAT CAN'T FEEL

i want to go to a new school like what i have said before cuz before it was just the rest of my fugly shitard classmates, then i thought "oh it's just my classmates after two years they'll be gone from my life." and then the problems got worse it turns to my friends....
my friends who just freaking talk to me and nothing else. they don't even care if they'll bother me by doing those stuff and what the heck they sometimes don't even know where am i. you know how that suck soo much?

I'd better be home schooled and left alone than to have those so called friends that doesn't even care for you =.....=

i'd rather draw for the rest of my life than to socialize with other people... but I'm doing this cuz I'm still human in some way

  • Mood: Anger
  • Listening to: Fly away - Thyme
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143Gaara-kun Featured By Owner Nov 27, 2009
I'm sorry I know I'm one of the people you direct this to

I don't even know what's happening..I hate being dragged to things I don't want to be in...Sometimes I want to stay with the sun but that can't go on forever..the moon always overcomes the sun and night coms and I'm all alone...thank god my stars are there..but you know what? I'm not going crazy because day will always come after a while

oh god wtf did I just type? anyways...I just mean I don't always get to control my own actions..it gets influenced or controlled
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Kumobit Featured By Owner Nov 27, 2009  Student Digital Artist
miaw, how are you dragged in?

this is a free journal with no names said and blah blah
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143Gaara-kun Featured By Owner Nov 27, 2009
meow back

I know I make journals like that too...But I always feel bad when I see you upset..I think it's my fault

Gomene
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Kumobit Featured By Owner Nov 27, 2009  Student Digital Artist
well same as many of my journal i was only upset at that time being. i'm not upset now, and it's because i've typed and read comments of other people in that journal (anger relief)

so that and think it isn't your fault or else i would've mentioned it too. soo yeahh ahahah i know it would get this awkward when finally everyone involved read the journal.

and right now because of that journal and the responses, i think i could imagine the worse case scenario now. oh well what ever.

it's always like this.
I'm so dramatic, and i think i'm digging up my own grave that way
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143Gaara-kun Featured By Owner Nov 27, 2009
yea XD

It's a weird feeling...spilling your heart and thoughts out in a journal or comment or drawing..but the after awhile, you forget what you have written...and when people comment about it, you have nothing to say anymore

Wow does journals,etc. suck our feelings away?..Cool atleast we have a filterer
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Kumobit Featured By Owner Nov 27, 2009  Student Digital Artist
the keyboards do that and the constant pressing of the 'backspace'

from our finger tips the keyboards suck our emotions dry ahahahah.

same with talking the mouth lets all the emotion out @^@
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143Gaara-kun Featured By Owner Nov 27, 2009
yea...but actually typing and thinking is better...ugh my throat gets dry and it sucks...haha actions are better than words XD because talking needs a price of your saliva
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Kumobit Featured By Owner Nov 27, 2009  Student Digital Artist
and talking is worse for me because of my nasal problems and you don't get to check your grammar twice, once you said it thats it...
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ana-18 Featured By Owner Nov 26, 2009
god if you realy hate me that much why didnt you say so??-_-
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Kumobit Featured By Owner Nov 26, 2009  Student Digital Artist
actually this journal isn't just about you.
and i don't hate you i just hate what you do sometimes


actually i want to explain but it would be pointless doing soo...
i wont
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