Can I Complain?

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i don't really know if i can i don't want people I'm complaining off saying stuff to me like "why didn't you..." or "we are not doing that..."

well  no one does read my random journals so well i think it's ok?=...=

so ok back to the complaint

why does my friends treat me like JUST A NORMAL PERSON IN FACT THEY TREAT NORMAL PEOPLE MUCH BETTER THAN THEY DO TO ME > <

i want to find other people to be friends with at school but that seems impossible

yeah because all the people at school are stuck-up and shallow people

i'M NOT A FREAKING THING SO DON'T SAY BAD THINGS ABOUT ME LIKE I'M SOME KIND OF INANIMATE OBJECT THAT CAN'T FEEL

i want to go to a new school like what i have said before cuz before it was just the rest of my fugly shitard classmates, then i thought "oh it's just my classmates after two years they'll be gone from my life." and then the problems got worse it turns to my friends....
my friends who just freaking talk to me and nothing else. they don't even care if they'll bother me by doing those stuff and what the heck they sometimes don't even know where am i. you know how that suck soo much?

I'd better be home schooled and left alone than to have those so called friends that doesn't even care for you =.....=

i'd rather draw for the rest of my life than to socialize with other people... but I'm doing this cuz I'm still human in some way