i can't believe how life has really been unfair with me. it's soo unfair that i can't see any good thing to counter the bad things that happen.
no one listens to me anymore
everyone keeps on treating me like some loser
my friends are just like normal people and doesn't make me feel like im their friend
even my parents is my problem
and i have to do everything to get something (no one ever bothered to help )
actually i don't care about it but i think im on my way to being an emo.
and this shit gives me bad art blocks, not just artblock but it also distracts me soo much from school. >.> WTf
there are only two things that still keeps me sane though, my optimism and anime.
and right now im holding a huge grudge on everybody, it's better that way. I'd rather do that than sacrifice my self for others who wont practically care and is stuck in their own world made of candies and marshmallow.
i am just another